Overwhelming thoughts,
Heart in distraught.
Cold-blooded tranquility,
Starving me of my abilities.
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Fallen heroes and lost souls,
Jumping to escape the turmoil.
Attacked at our heart,
Watching all the horrible distraught.
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Gave you a rose,
To show you my love.
You turned it around,
And stuck it right through my heart.
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My hopes were high,
My dreams were big.
I promised you the world,
And was determined to deliver.
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Everyone sees my scars,
This depression's brought by you.
Thanks for these feelings,
Looking forward to death.
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I feel like I am all alone,
The inner thoughts are overgrown.
Sometimes I feel social distortion,
Then realize it is just mental corruption.
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Waiting for someone to see,
What it's like to really be me.
Watching your family from the outside,
Hoping for life to stop by.
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We keep losing touch,
Don't let me lose you.
Feels like your slipping,
You've done slipped away.
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The last time I saw you,
You were sad, scared, and crying.
The last time I held you,
I was calming you down.
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