If all i say, had once been said
-has such desire for a lover in the past been met...
If all i feel had once been felt,
what heavy blows that hopefull heart was dealt.
...
I have already been what i'll never be again..
and in new found clarity i see a beginning in our end.
i pay homage to a time
between before and hence
...
your eyes make me blush
and your every thrust gives me a rush..
your arms my anchor-setting me free
every gasp a praise to the gods,
...
my truths lack brutality
and yet even my gentle honesty pains you.
you blend me in..to your couch, wall, potplants-
see me again..
...
a darkness lit
an echo in my silence..
he became the peaceful dream, lapping at my un and conscious mind
-note though, through no fault of his own..
...
you take-
all i have, and claim it..
revel as much in my joy as in my pain, my loss...gain.
every thought shared becomes your triumph..
...
been knocked down so many times, i dont even realise i get up..but theres such beauty in life-i cant not see it, seek it..or be less than blessed basking in it.)
If
If all i say, had once been said
-has such desire for a lover in the past been met...
If all i feel had once been felt,
what heavy blows that hopefull heart was dealt.
if all i hope for had already been hoped-
lemme know how to breathe through such love..
how does one cope?
fragile and very beautiful