Alexis R. Poems

You dropped me off for the first day of school,
You cried a little and I looked like a fool,
You watched me play, play all day,
As you sat there, you would say,
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A smile plastered on my face,
Inside I’m screaming,
A sigh, I’m fine,
Inside I’m screaming,
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People Talk
they say, are you ok?
I smile, ya i'm fine
If they only knew
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When you look at me,
What do you see?
An innocent child,
Who barely speaks,
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It’s been 3 years
I’m surprised I made it this long
I thought all life would cease to exist
I miss you so much and can’t get you off my mind
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Why do I still try?
Try to feel wanted,
Try to keep friends that don’t want me,
To sing out my feelings when nobody’s there to listen,
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May 25,
The day strikes fear in my heart,
The loss of a loved one,
A friend,
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It hurts when I’m not invited,
It hurts to find out of a planned event the day after it happened,
It hurts when I stay at home while all my friends are out,
It hurts to find that I’m not liked,
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What's become of me?
I'm hurting the ones I love
I tell them they're horrible
And yet I feel nothing
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Spiraling in a circle of demise,
I lie here ready to die,
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