Allan Kristian Aldover

How can I ease your pain
whenever I hear your silent cry
whenever I see your gloomy face
how can I be there when you needed me most
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why do i feel this
and even reasons and reasons alone couldn't explain
why do i feel frightened
whenever i think of you...
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This is not a desperate move in my part to get your attention. I just want to voice out what's deep inside me. I'm not expecting anything in return, for I know it will hurt me more.

Its enough that I have written this piece. More or less now i'll be relieved. Your presence is enough for me to smile. Your voice is enough for me to continue my work without a heavy heart. But, I dont know if I exist there in you...
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I
From the ashes, that was brought about by the fire
Of my emptiness inside
I will rise up like the phoenix
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