amanda Hulme Poems

Without you, without me
Dedicated to Heather

As i look round you couldn't be found,
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Your skin so soft
Your kisses I long
Your grace so gratified
Your purfect eyes love at first sight,
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I never felt you kick, never saw your smile
Yet I Still Love You,
I never got to hold your hand, Never got to cuddle you to sleep,
Yet I still love you,
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You only have one life to live, One body to survive in, One mind to think with,
Hold all this responsiblity with respect and passion,
For you cannot tell the future, cannot predict whats coming next,
You never know when your life will end, or when another one will pass,
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The day you called I will always remember the sound of your voice,
when you said those frigning word,
your tone was sad, and scared,
I wondered when I would see you again,
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As i sit here thinking 'What happened, what did i do? ' to diserve this,
The precious baby growinmg inside me, oH God why?
Soon mom and dad will found out the they will beat me,
now as i lay here left with no chice of what to do,
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you don't know how it feels every time we kiss,
you don't know how you hurt me when you ignore me,
all i want to say is that you don't know that i love you,
You don't care
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as i lay there on the floor with feeling of anger flowing out my wounds,
for so long i have loved you until you started, started drinking,
Started beating me and my baby sister, at school is my only 'happy place',
they have questioned me, they have questioned you,
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I sat there on the bed as I waited for the Doc to say your Husbands fine.
Later I found that he would not live through the night as I laid there praying, pleading, wishing for him to stay,

stay with me forever he promised that we would die together when we were both ready,
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Sissy Where Did You Go?
Sissy I Laughed,
Sissy I Cried,
Sissy I know I lied,
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