Ana xxx Poems

The unnamed feelings
Eating me alive, and depression
Is lying inside....
As the thin dark ropes falling from the sky
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My knees are so weak
Yet running
Running
For what?
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Run fast to my room, the only home
At the corner, hold me tight cold walls
I never been huged,
My blanket, warm me up
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Silver.
Rectangeled metal piece.
It's a razorblade again..
Used to hide tha pain
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At sharp edge
I found the mirror that doesn't lie
I've found my ugly face
At the edge,
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Darkness surrounds me; pain is all I feel
Like I'm drowning in this air I breath is any of it real
Emotions overcome me; I cut but don't feel the pain
The storm of my life; my tears are the rain
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everything I see is so clear now
just broken glass, dust and crimson rain
it's so clear
it's not a window to heaven
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even though I know the result
I pretend that I don't and I try again
people said..and still every day..
humans mustn't give up and success..
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Bleeding clouds, come play with me
I'm waiting on the river side
The crimson froset, the ill leaf we are waiting for You
Bleeding clouds come and take our souls,
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Here I will be forever
Here under the ground
Waiting for the sun
To remember me
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