(Here it goes and
There it goes again
Such as innocence
It’s important where and when
I slowly open eyes to bright lights.
It’s almost noon, but it seems too soon
To wake up yet from my dream.
I lie there for what seems like a day
This day is too long
To the sound of crying
How long will it take?
How long before the end
Of this suffering of a life
Without You in my end?
I look out my window
And see that everything’s white
My eyes yet to adjust
The sudden change to bright
Tell me why you stayed
Why you put up with me
Why the man that I am
Deserved you in the beginning
Here’s a man so much in love
It hurts him at night when he’s alone
And that love he wants, he’ll never know
He’ll never know
How do I explain what just happened?
Without curse words yet unspoken
The headlining feeling is that
I’m more than just a little bit heartbroken
It’s like I change the world but it’s still the same
Like everyone’s left before I came
Like they’ve done wrong and I’m to blame
I thought I was loved
I ask you a question…
To then realize that I don’t care;
The fact that I’d rather kill myself
On a stupid little dare