Isolation the feeling of wanting to be by yourself in silence away from everyone,
because you know you are not good enough and will never fit in.
The feeling that you were another one of world mistakes that wasn’t supposed to happen
and wasn’t meant to be.
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Everytime I lose one of my closest friends a whole digs deeper in my heart,
but when I lose someone I loved, someone I’ve known from the very start
I try to hide my emotions where no one can see
so that people wouldn’t judge the real me
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I am just girl who wants to escape from a place where she doesn’t want to be,
a girl who’s spirit can finally be set free.
I am journeying to a place where I can finally be able to express myself,
instead of being that unread book on that shelf.
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I feel like a ghost always left out or behind,
like no one can see me are they really that blind.
They always pretend or forget that I am even there,
like I am just a empty space out in the open air.
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When others call me names they don’t know how much it hurts me it weighs my heart down it lowers my self esteem,
but when people don’t stop my emotions build up inside of me and it makes me want to run away and scream.
When you hurt others you don’t know how it feels to be made fun of by others,
whether it’s your parents, classmates, sisters, or even your brothers.
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