Army Girl

It's hard to trust
with all that's happened
it's hard to talk
cause I don't think you listen
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Sleep now, my angel, rest your eyes
mommy must say her last goodbyes
please don't be sad, please don't cry
mommy will give you wings to fly
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My pregnancy with you
I fell in love with your every move
with the sound of your heart beating
held your precious body in my arms
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Hold out your hand
take mine in yours
let us walk together
through lifes doors
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I wasn't there to hear your borning cry
a light that day foreshadowed by the night
begrudging surrendered that most desire downfall
though fearful of regrets hoped time would heal all
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Maybe I wear buggies
and white socks with flip flops
maybe I don't like listening to rave
and I'm not on the social mountaintop
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Oh, how the years go by
Oh, how time can certainly felt
From once just a thought in faraway dreams
now into my arms and in my eyes gleam
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you're still my sister
even if we are not blood related
even if theres no paper, no information on the computer
saying we are, you're still my sister
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When the hustle and bustle
Of the day goes silent
My heart beats for you
Getting louder and apparent
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He's sweet like sugar
yet strong like in
has the hot boy in my life
that just walked in
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