ASENA MARIE SATAN'S SPAWN

i am the one who lurks in the shadows
i am who your parents warn you about
i am the devil worshipper with too much make up
i am who children run in fear from
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I know it hasn't been long since I last saw you baby
But to me it feels as long as five hundred years
I miss you to the point I am loosing all sanity
There has to be an end to all this calamity
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the tears in my eyes dont dry up
the stay there dwelling
just waiting to fall
thinking about life
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i am feeling like a prizoner in my own skin
being trapped inside a body i dont feel as if is mine
as if my skin is bars not letting me out
not beliving whats happening
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How can a person
Feel so empty?
When they’re so full of life,
Why does that emptiness come?
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I need a fix,
I’m loosing my grip.

Cant stand these people talking to me,
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I linger in the night;
Woundering through these streets,
Seeing people run from fright.
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I lived my life in shadow
Never the sun on my face
It didn't seem so sad, though
I figured that was my place
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I cannot remember what happened that fateful night, it all seems like a blur to me.
What had I done, what had I done, I wish I could remember, have my demons finally taken control of me?
I am lost in the abyss of my own mind, unable to find an answer to my question held here against my will; in this building, the air is dense with insanity.
I do not wish to take my last breath here, I must escape I must escape. A mind of a mad man is not mine, not mine at all.
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Insanity hounds my every step,
Insomnia has followed me home,
Madness has fallen in love with me.
And now I'll never be alone.
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i have a guilt ful pain
and it comes from loving both of you
and i dont know what to do
i cannot lie to you
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lost in the darkness of your abandonment,
calling you name in endless night.
You used to wipe my tears away from
my eyes,
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Whispers all around me
Can't shut them out
All I asked for was some peace
But they can't stop this screaming
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morningless life
full of mizery and deciet
the sorrows and paines are the ones i keep
eachothers and me
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i cannot get this revelation
out of my head
but the thoughts of lonleyness
scares me
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how can i miss thwe guy that hurt me most
how can i still love him after what he has done
i feel deeply betrayed
by the way he tried to hide it from me
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can't believe it ended on such a bad note
can't seem to swallow
and its hard to breathe
a dry taste in your mouth
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i love you enough to spend the rest of my life with you
lets just run away tonight
we can hide from tomorrow
excape the world
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Failing at life, failing you.
Fauling myself, nothing better to do.
Losing myself, falling deep.
The old me made promises I can't keep.
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