so i cried today
for some reason your death flooded my mind
just remebering you lying there helpless
then the time you died came back to me
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we've been friends for so long
and now i'm starting to have feelingze for you
but do you feel the same about me
do you think this would messup
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tears run silently down my face
i never let you see the suffering you cause me
would things be better if we were never together
it hurts to even ask myself that question
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