Barbara Danielle Smith

The pieces will put themselves back together.
The tears will cease to exist.
This faltering heart will continue to beat.
But the pain, the pain that remains...
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You say you love me everyday, But baby
Actions speak louder than words, you see
If that were really true
You'd find a way to show me
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[I wrote this at the age of 10 or 11. What do you think? ]
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Once, there lived two twin fairies. Even though they were sisters, they had been best friends. One day they were walking home, and they saw the hottest pixie they had ever seen. They immediately both wanted him. They started arguing over him. So loud, in fact, that the pixie asked,
“Ladies! Why are you arguing so loud? ”
They both looked at him and the blonde fairy answered with a question,
“Which one of us will you have as your girlfriend? ” The redhead fairy butted in and said,
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I walk into his open arms, only to be woken by the buzzing of the alarm. I realize my pillow is wet and the tears won't stagnate, soaking the collar of my shirt. Just thinking of him sends me into panic. I die a little more every time I see him draped over another. He took my heart when he left, whether he understands the damage done or not. It just hurts so much more than he cares to acknowledge...

Does it ever get easier?
Does it ever stop hurting?
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When things don't go right,
When I screw up,
When I start to fight,
You're there.
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Another day goes by, am I in your dreams tonight?
Another week seems to fly, am I in your dreams tonight?
Another month makes me die, am I in your dreams tonight?
Another year has come, my mind soars.
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Joy is like a rainbow
It causes a smile
That last for a while
It has many colors to show
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You never seem to acknowledge me.
You never seem to hear my screams.
You never seem to notice my tears,
Yet you expect me to notice yours.
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Silence is our therapy.
It teaches us to look at the past,
To face up to what we've done,
To fight the mistakes we've made.
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