I think I'm officially finished. But don't get me wrong, I do miss it. All the things that we witnessed. It hurts me to think what you do now is none of my business. In my heart you will always be my number one interest.
I don't like myself anymore. I miss you, I miss this, I miss it. Come back soon so I can apologize and kiss it. I never treated you wrong I don't think. So that's what I try and find while I drink. I always feel as if I'm on the brink. Like I'll fall off into an ocean and just sink. That's what I wish would happen atleast.
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