Officially Finished Poem by Ben Sheler

I think I'm officially finished. But don't get me wrong, I do miss it. All the things that we witnessed. It hurts me to think what you do now is none of my business. In my heart you will always be my number one interest.

I don't like myself anymore. I miss you, I miss this, I miss it. Come back soon so I can apologize and kiss it. I never treated you wrong I don't think. So that's what I try and find while I drink. I always feel as if I'm on the brink. Like I'll fall off into an ocean and just sink. That's what I wish would happen atleast.

I don't like the way I hurt, but also I find a comfort in it somehow. I like the warmth of pain. You can't put a price on my emotions anymore. But that's okay. You can never guess what kinda mood I'll have that day because I'm so good at hiding it.

I remember our song. Yes 'our song.'
That 'hour song.'
I feel like I could listen forever.
'Until I found you' is the song.
Every time i play it nowadays it just feels wrong.