Well my name is Jennifer call me Jen
im 15 i write to express myself an pretty much i want to become a writer im currently am writeing a book so i guess if i keep trying then i may become one.
i have a pretty hard life well very hard so what you read will mostly be depressing so yeah sorry if its not what u want to read.
im a recovering cutter- i stoped cutting myself last year from all the pain i had to endure at home, school an out in public- i was bullied talked about i was told about this site from my therapist she said this site is basicley a group of people who express themselves in there poetry an the people who read it can tell u how they relate. so thus its leading me to do this i like this site so far an its helping me relate my life into my writeing so i hope u enjoy it
:) peace, love, an blood
You say she is happy
but really she's not
you say she always has a smile
that lasts awhile
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you used me i think?
i still hold that question to this day
all the things of what we had, could of had, did have,
you gave up while i still tried
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</></>Its coming again, the pain
quick as night an when it rains
my tears that are falling are driveing me insane
is there anyway out of this misery?
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Will i stay or will i go thats a choice i need to know
To live i have to endure the beatings, the evil flashes- that the
dark recesses
my mind that haunt me, that mock me, that constently wont leave me
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It crushes me to see it I try to keep a smile
Even though it doesn't even last a while knowing I will never Have you the thought makes me sick each wakeing moment when you leave I'm watching the clock tick
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