</>From the beginning everything seemed to move along easily
We hit a few rough patches but we're still alright and we survived another night
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I woke up today to find my world around me had changed
They told me nothing would ever be the same, I didn't believe them
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Sometimes I sit up here for a while and watch the world move around me
As Far as my eyes can see there's still things I can't believe
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It feels like something's killing me from the inside
And It's getting harder to sleep at night
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Where did I lose my sense of purpose?
It seems like I've been wandering this path for ages
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Close my eyes for me
Won't you let me fall back into those dreams again?
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From Beginning To The End I: My Last Goodnight
</>From the beginning everything seemed to move along easily
We hit a few rough patches but we're still alright and we survived another night
How do you know when everything's alright when you're so far away?
Are you really listening to these words I say, do they have meaning?
I'm tired of reasoning with myself about the changes that I'm witnessing
It's too much work trying to keep it together when everything around me is falling to pieces
Scattered brained and time and time again I find myself waiting for the rain
I'm not afraid of what the future will bring me because this is where I'll forever be
Sometimes this is where I want to be, if only that was the way it seemed
And from the beginning everything slowly starts to destroy me
What if I tore my heart out?
Would that be enough, if everything I was had been snuffed
At the top of my lungs I shout hopelessly trying to make a breakthrough
If everything I was wasn't true would that change anything to you?
There's no use when everything that was there was only meant for abuse
There's no use trying to make something here for you
When I already tore my heart out for you
Beginnings are overrated when nobody seems to remember but me
What's the point of remembering if we're never paying attention
And what's the point of saying words with meaning if no one's listening
If I follow my heart I would find myself only hopelessly lost without a cause
What's the use? When I'm questioning everything around me
Hopelessly lost without you, But what's the point?
If I never really was anything with you
From beginning to the end this will be my message to all of them
These words are me giving into the heartache and the pain I've been putting myself through
And if I tore my heart out tonight would that make everything alright?
This is killing me from the inside and maybe this pain is of my own design
But I'm tired and weak from everything that's been tearing at my insides
So I guess this is it...
My Last Goodnight