Looking into your eyes,
I realize... My life will never be the same.
I don't want to place any blame..
but after all it IS your fault.
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Thoughts are turning,
my minds burning.
Life as I know it is fading...
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Take them and throw then all away,
never give them back to me.
I can't handle them, no that's not it.
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Too many thoughts,
Too many emotions.
They come on all at once,
all too strong.
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A knock at the door...
NO. I can't answer,
not any more.
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I only need one person,
just a single one.....
to love me,
to see me.
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I want to make things better,
yes I want to make them right.
But there's nothing I can do,
I really don't want to fight.
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I don't understand any more,
can all guys be the same?
At least I'll know whats in store,
I'll already have some one to blame.
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I have my headphones in,
my musics blasting..
all i want to do is run from my past and....
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sleeping becomes an obstacle,
an illusion at its best.
Right about now I would do anything,
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