A Lonely Shade Of Gray

I'm that mixture of light and dark you see everyday
I'm no longer a soldier but a man-of-war
I'm a tongue twister a loser to a tug-of-war
I'm the one and only seashell she sells by the shore
I'm no bright color I'm just a lonely shade of gray

You say your off your off to find yourself
To find your wings I hope you set soar
For you need me not a colorless kite dusty upon your shelf
My heart falls to pieces as you are oft to fly
One question remains as you leave the door

Why?
Why do you love him?
When he doesn't love you back
He never cared ...