'Reckless abandon' what does it mean?
I let myself go and I forget what I've seen.
Forget what I know, the love lessons I've learned,
I regret everyday, the memories I should burn.
To lose you now would devastate and destroy me,
But we imagine that you want this, and I can't let you be.
I can't let you go and pretend you didn't happen,
You're my world from now on, my fever I can't dampen.
I wish I could ignore you, stamp out burning desire,
But it's you that I want and you stoke all my fires.
Don't make me regret this, wish I'd listened ...