Cate Jade

flowers symbolises beauty and love'
'like the soft emotions of a dove
soon to be filled and consumed with hope
i will be able to cope
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Im traveling a far away journey on my own road
i don't know where it takes me
but i follow the one that leads me home
shelters me and hides me from my fears
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The sad feelings growing on me
Filling me with nothing but pain
my heart i never ending flame tree
endless no hope to gain
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Replay the good memories
cause i can't seem to remember any
nothing stands out in my mind
only the tears i cry
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trying to say something but words wont come out
nervousness spreads through my body making my whole being numb
im drowning as my voice gets as dry as a drought
im standing clueless feeling really dumb.
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my friend i will never forgive you but ill help you stand
ill never remember you but ill always be there
you will push me down but then grab my hand
why be right there when you dont even care
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The voices in your head send me falling to the ground
the stares burn darkness into my soul and i cant be found
the moments the bring me down cause endless pain
the endless roller coaster i can never get off and will never gain
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the loudness of breath the sweat the drops from the persons face
the tables that align the students the sounds of typing and feeling of disgrace
nervousness filled the room as i waited hoping to do some last minute revision
even the notes i remember and the times ive reviewed just blurred my vision
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life is horrible and hard
why do bad things happen to good people
why cry when you can feel better
why feel empty when you can feel so full
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Different man same story
nothing glorious but ends up the same
everything gory
playing the same game
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we are both better now
time has healed all our pain
it just happiness preventing our downs
now im traveling the endless train
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Guardian Angel Listen to me Help me
Guide me Save me Im Falling
Hold My Hand Pull me up
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tears that fall from the gentle face are tears of.....
emptiness, pain, sorrow and loss
the faith in herself lost like someone lost beloved.
walking marking the ends of her hands with a cross
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Sometimes i imagine myself on a ledge
feeling the breeze through my hair as i slowly jump
as my arms reach and stretch
i feel my heart beat like a pump
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My mind as empty as the blue sky cloudless and clear
as the rain starts to fall on my face it hits me like a spear
my clothes drenched with blood as the rocks rub againsted my body
like the bright red splotches of the war poppy.
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Im tired of listening to peoples excuses and words of lies
keep it coming i wont listen im lost im deep cries
i dont want to hear you cause you take credit for my effort
its just like working and putting effort into some sort
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tonight we might be together
tomorrow you might leave me
the feeling for you is endless and its forever
but im lost and blind
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Im tired but its part of the medicine
voices seem to be dying but always come back around
i know what im not i know im a sin
i feel like im better less and less sound
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What are you, my guardian angel or maybe someone i just know
gentle eyes, soft hands voice like god brought me to safety
will always be there and never will ever go
because you've helped me greatly
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My mind controller feeding on the bad but seems to be good
watching with the yellow eyes as she makes the days seem so blue
feeding on the sadness pushing out the madness lost on what i should
grabbing my happiness which last only a minute making it black dew
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