Cate Jade

flowers symbolises beauty and love'
'like the soft emotions of a dove
soon to be filled and consumed with hope
i will be able to cope
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Im traveling a far away journey on my own road
i don't know where it takes me
but i follow the one that leads me home
shelters me and hides me from my fears
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The sad feelings growing on me
Filling me with nothing but pain
my heart i never ending flame tree
endless no hope to gain
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Replay the good memories
cause i can't seem to remember any
nothing stands out in my mind
only the tears i cry
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my friend i will never forgive you but ill help you stand
ill never remember you but ill always be there
you will push me down but then grab my hand
why be right there when you dont even care
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The voices in your head send me falling to the ground
the stares burn darkness into my soul and i cant be found
the moments the bring me down cause endless pain
the endless roller coaster i can never get off and will never gain
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the loudness of breath the sweat the drops from the persons face
the tables that align the students the sounds of typing and feeling of disgrace
nervousness filled the room as i waited hoping to do some last minute revision
even the notes i remember and the times ive reviewed just blurred my vision
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life is horrible and hard
why do bad things happen to good people
why cry when you can feel better
why feel empty when you can feel so full
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Sometimes i imagine myself on a ledge
feeling the breeze through my hair as i slowly jump
as my arms reach and stretch
i feel my heart beat like a pump
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trying to say something but words wont come out
nervousness spreads through my body making my whole being numb
im drowning as my voice gets as dry as a drought
im standing clueless feeling really dumb.
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My mind as empty as the blue sky cloudless and clear
as the rain starts to fall on my face it hits me like a spear
my clothes drenched with blood as the rocks rub againsted my body
like the bright red splotches of the war poppy.
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Guardian Angel Listen to me Help me
Guide me Save me Im Falling
Hold My Hand Pull me up
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tears that fall from the gentle face are tears of.....
emptiness, pain, sorrow and loss
the faith in herself lost like someone lost beloved.
walking marking the ends of her hands with a cross
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to be someones hero is the greatest honour you can give
its both a challenge to accomplish and a gift
a person not only kind at heart but respective
is the highest medal which anyone can uplift.
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you smile at me brightly but its seems dark and mysterious.
you look at me intensely but it seems empty and sorrowful.
you walk by me and it seems as cold as ice but it feels like fire.

they way you talk to me seems natural but in the end only seems incomplete
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Strangers now once friends became lovers
distance never bothered us but the comments of others.
strong love or what it was intese words brought us closer
which each day the love increased with the song from a composer
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you cant run away cause you dont know where your going
you cant close you eyes and the nightmares keep flowing
you can walk forward with your head held high
while watching the dreams soar and fly
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I am a dog on a leash you let me off the leash to run wild
Until you call and i come running back to you
i can't be controlled this way I'm not a child
I can't be pushed around and used
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Some people look in the mirror and feel judged by the image of themselves
but who needs the mirror when everyone around you is a mirror waiting to shoot words at you
you gather your happiness and keep it in a jar to have it saved on shelf
just to have someone knock it down and take it from you too.
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the loudness of breath the sweat the drops from the persons face
the tables that align the students the sounds of typing and feeling of disgrace
nervousness filled the room as i waited hoping to do some last minute revision
even the notes i remember and the times ive reviewed just blurred my vision
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