Cheyenne Watkins

I feel so liberated.
I feel amazingly free.
The weight has been lifted
From my aching shoulders.
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You told me to 'be happy'.
I responded, 'That's impossible.'
Well...
That's not a lie.
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It pains me when I think -
…Our friendship is over…
It’s over forever.
There’s no going back.
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You have to give me time.
Not a lot,
But I do need some.
I can’t forgive you right away.
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My love
Is something you should treasure.
My love
Is something you cannot throw away.
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Everything is right with my world.
While we were fighting,
I felt my word falling apart.
I felt…
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You said you loved me.
You told me so many things.
So many beautiful things,
Way too good to be true.
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I never want to see you again!
You make me so outraged!
You hurt my pride.
You took me for granted...
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This doesn't feel right.
I think I acted too soon.
Because every time I look at him,
I wish I was looking at you.
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Why can’t I trust?
Why is it so difficult?
You’ve never done me any wrong.
You tell me you love me.
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You’re mad at me -
I can tell you are.
You won’t admit it,
You even say you aren’t,
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One pearly tear
Slides slowly down my cheek.
That’s it - just one.
There’s no need for any more.
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What's wrong, you ask?
Funny you should mention.
Nothing important.
Just that my heart never started healing.
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