Christina L Johnson

You came in my life
Devil in disguises
Feeling my head with lies
You ripped my heart
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Please don't tell me not to cry and
This shall pass as the days go bye
I don't want to hear there is a reason
Why
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When death comes knocking at your
Door
Your knees are the first to hit the floor
Every breath you take from here after
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I never knew a heartache
Until I lost you
I know now my life
Will never be the same
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Tonka trucks and building blocks
Baseball bats and cowboy hats
Superman capes and cardboard forts
Comic books and baseball cards
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My husbands best friend and the love of his life
has four paws and chases a tennis ball
She is always first to greet him at the door
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Are you ready yet
The time has come
Your job is done
Just take the hand
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SORRY LITTLE GIRL THAT YOU CRY

SORRY LITTLE GIRL THAT HE WENT AWAY
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In this prison
I sit
With only guilt
By my side
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UNKNOWN TO THE
WORLD
I USED TO LIVE
IN
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I Hate Goodbyes
Category: Life
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I am lost, I am a lost soul that is wondering
searching for answers to the questions
that keep taunted me day and night
my mind is like a vine tangled and entwined
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I do not need any special day to bring you to my mind
In fact, I think of you everyday and ask
God why
The first year of your death I was
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My darling
My baby
My beautiful girl
The face of an angel
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I close my eyes and I still see your face,
If home is where the heart is then mine is
out of place
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You promised me that you would always be there and
never turn me away for you were my one and only
who helped me to erase the pain
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As I look to the skies with the sun in my
eyes, I am trying to decide have I lived or have i died
Are the clouds in the heavens
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Dear God
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the days are slowly passing

bye
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Lies and
deciet seep
deep within
self loathing
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