Searching Within Poem by Christina L Johnson

I am lost, I am a lost soul that is wondering
searching for answers to the questions
that keep taunted me day and night
my mind is like a vine tangled and entwined
with no direction to follow
my heart is shatterd from the grief and guilt i carry
my eyes see know more beauty
my ears hear only the negitive
I ask but get no answers
to when this will end
but i am only to be reminded
that i am paying for my sins-