Confusion Undastood Poems
|2.||A Broken Record Of An Unforgotten Past||5/25/2006|
|3.||No Thank You! !||5/30/2006|
|6.||Just Move On...||6/4/2008|
|9.||Secret Lover Or Forever Friend.. Expect The Unexpected…||12/31/2009|
|10.||Yes.. Its Another Midnight Saga.||12/31/2009|
|11.||Just Let Go...||2/26/2010|
|13.||No One To Trust And The Universe Laughs…||4/14/2010|
|14.||Never -Ending Tears||5/2/2011|
|15.||Luv Me For A Fool||5/22/2006|
|16.||A Penny For My Thoughts||5/22/2006|
|17.||Pain. Life Happiness. The End||5/22/2006|
|18.||The Game… Did I Win Or Did I Lose And Will It Ever Stop?||1/9/2010|
|19.||The Good Stuff That Will Bring Tears To Your Eyes And Hope To Your Heart...||1/2/2010|
|20.||A Dead Heart||6/4/2008|
Comments about Confusion Undastood
A Dead Heart
I don't even know why I even considered to try,
Don't even know why I would risk hurt again
To feel for a minute what I know to me is forbidden.
It's messed up it really is
That no matter how much I give
I always get f*cked in the end,
It didn't matter that i was more more than a lover
more to you than just a friend
I cooked, I cleaned, I loved, I cared
But at the end of the day confirmed were my fears
that you never loved me with the intensity I loved you.
As the sun sets in the evening
and all expecting it will rise ...
Today i cried like never before
Hurt rising to the surface.
Screams echoing loudly in my mind,
Guilt washed and engulfed me whole.
Life's lesson was dished to me cold,
The rod wasn't spared,
The child wasn't spoilt.
Good intentions with bad outcomes
I have tried yet failed.... miserably.