I'm so scared confused and terribly lost.
Everything in my life comes with a high cost.
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Thank you father
In my state of mind im subject to collapse
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A lifetime filled with cheating hearts all echo from my past,
The "promise trues" and "I love you's" each one was meant to last.
So fine was this line of sharing built with honesty and trust,
Each vow left inside of my head to gather dust.
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I see the depressed look you wear upon your beautiful face
It worries me so much to see you like this in this place
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When you were here i did you so wrong
You did it all you were so amazing and strong
You worked all day and took care of us all night
While I stayed in my room and out of sight
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