Thank You For Not Giving Up On Me Poem by Crystal Fritz

When you were here i did you so wrong
You did it all you were so amazing and strong
You worked all day and took care of us all night
While I stayed in my room and out of sight
Oh what I'd give if I could take it all back
If it was possible to make up to you what I had lacked
My dear sweet love I have nothing but thoughts
Of how much I miss you and how much pain I cost
I wish I would have got up out of them beds
Cause now I live with all the regrets in my head
Missing you it hurts deep within my sole
I'm so sorry I didn't play a better role
I just thought I was depressed then
Not being with you is ripping me deep within
I realize now what you wanted me to see
Not having you now is so much worse on me
My mind want stop wondering away
And everyone around me sees what I can't say
Oh how I messed up over and over again
And still there you were being my best friend
I thank you for not giving up on me baby
And as long as you will allow me I be your lady
Please forgive me for everything I didn't do
I want to be able to make all my mistakes up to you
I want to be a wonderful mother and a wife
I want to continue this journey in our life
I need you cause you are the everything in me
Without you I'm lost sad and  lonely indeed