I hate life and I want to die
No one around me seems to care
How bad I hurt
Maybe I will slit my wrist
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I keep asking myself why I am the way
That I am
Was I born this way, did I choose to be like this
Why do I like to be touched by a woman
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Death will be coming for me soon
I can feel it make its presence
Its rots my heart and destroys my soul
Death doesn’t want me to see
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I don’t want to live
Why won’t this feeling ever pass
I just want to die
Why am I so empty inside
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Everyone expects me to sleep tonight
But how can I when my mind is going full flight
Hopping and jumping how fast my ideas go
As i get started on one
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Here I am again in the same place that I started from
Hating frustrating coming undone
Lost in my own thoughts
Negativity in my head
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The way that I am today, is no different
from the rest
Drowning in sin, darkened soul, lingering
thoughts of death
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When you are euphoric
You see things differently
The world seems brighter
Colors are electric
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Panic turns to manic
Scared was I before
I love this feeling
Of endless thoughts
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