Alone at last so I can think and plan,
About never becoming an old man.
I feel guilty and ashamed that I feel this way,
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The day before I died I spent it with my youngest, we played games and watched old movies and cuddled, I told her it was my favourite day of the year
The day I died I stuck up for my eldest. I told her to do something her mother had told her not to, I was right to do so
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