Death Walking

I looked
I saw
I wish
I missed
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People try to push me
To a future that I dont want
They tell me drugs are good
Pain is pretty Death is normal
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I enter a room
And all those near
Run to the walls
And cower in fear
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I stand alone
In a room of chaos
While those around me
Try to know me
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This pain inside
It drives me wild
It makes me scream
Just like a child
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Im sitting here
At my computer
Trying to type
But the words don't come
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This mind I have
Is falling apart
And those around me
Don't even know.
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I stand alone
I stand surrounded
I'm isolated
I'm in a crowd
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I see life as pain
I see life as a bore
Life in my eyes is a bane
Yet so many cant help but adore
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I have found love
From up above
Its plain to see
I think of thee
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The pain inside, It grows to much
It pushes out, with all its might
Upon my skull, And in this war
I try so hard, to up a fight
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I am droning
Oh so lonely
In this Mono-
tonous drone
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On this day
I look around
I see Nevyen
Looking around
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There are many names
That i go by
The names of mine
Are a common rarity
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As I try
To understand
As I try
To learn
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Friends are there
To help you out
Friends are there
To show you how
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Long ago
When I was young
I had a friend
Who knew me well
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Shi ki un deil
Me ull kei Fea
Amun du va
Zi mun dum fyr
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I apologize
To those of you
Who have not met me yet
Because one day you will
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