Devin McKeever

What do you want from me?
The vexation I feel around you,
Is beyond comprehension,
Yet I feel so much apprehension.
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Too have so many friends,
None of which can relate to what I feel,
The loneliness, and pain I conceal,
When you disown me,
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The outcome looks very bleak,
As more and more rumors leak,
Fashion changes, so does society,
Attitudes change as well,
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This puzzle haunts me every day of my life,
Forever I struggle, trying to solve this one million piece puzzle.
From morning to night, its still not over.
Countless times I question myself, I ask, is this right?
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I'm bleeding, not blood but tears,
I use them to shed my fears.
My sorrow is hidden, no one can see,
if you saw, what would you think of me?
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I don’t want to let go, it seems I must,
Lost and confused I just don’t know what to feel.
Free falling, every second I grow closer,
To my final destination.
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I'm sorry, I just want to be your friend,
We don't talk, it's unreal and you really hurt me,
Although you don't show that you miss me, i'm sure we feel the same.
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How can you ignore me like this?
I used to love you, but now I feel bitterness when I see you.

Do you not know how it hurts me?
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Everyday, it's like playing Russian Roulette
And now, i'm heavily in debt.
I sacrifice my fortune, I've lost this bet.
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What do I see,
What's ahead of me?

I'm going color blind,
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Have I felt this feeling before?
So much so,
I want to tell you that I love you,
But I can’t,
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