Dislocated Heart Poems

Tell me, is it bad for my heart to beat in such way?

you txt me, the name comes up,
my heart beats like a drum.
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Four months of happiness..
She looks at me and my heart lifts up..
something I've never felt before..
A smile slowly arrive,
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I'm tired..
Of these small fights,
Jealousy talks, and
foolish thoughts.
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Why do I act like I'm fine, when its killing me inside?
You are the one and only one I wanted..
Was I wrong to love you at all?
Someone told me once,
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Love me I say in my mind..
Love me.. Its all I need.

She sleeps and its impolite stare but I cant help it..
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I've got my guard up at the moment..
I'm falling apart behind each smile and laughter.
Heart is slowly fadin away.
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Hey babe, Theres so much I wanna say.
I've fallen in love with you,
And I cant quite describe my feelings for you.
I love you more then I've loved in the past.
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Now I stand, just askin myself,
Why did i fall in love with you..
Out of everyone else?
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its been a while, since we talked.
i know i have the worst timin in the world.
i guess its just my luck.
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if i told you i love you..
what will you do?

would you return my love..
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