like the game of ruelette
i am back to where i started
thoughts spinning round and round
landing back on when we parted
...
i do not love you
but then i do
you pulled me close today
put your mouth to my ear
...
everyday
a million things
roll through my brain
recollections of actions
...
i know we arent official
never have been and
probably never will
but at least you can try
...
i didnt hold back
i told you what i felt
and expected nothing in return
...
im so tired
so physically tired
im so drained
...
all i want to do
is to cry
but the tears will not fall
...
i told you id write
and write and write and write
about circles round and round
...
no other touch can do
what yours continuously does
no other ways but those
of yours and you
...
how do i love when
i know there is no such thing?
do you believe
...