Emily Torres

i love you was never enough
im sorry was always too much
goodbye is now our favorite word
forever now seems absurd
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you hold your breath
but not for long
for tonight is the night
you will soon be gone
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I just want to break you
I just want to tear you down
I just want to push you off the edge
And wait till you hit the ground
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when the rain was pouring down
you were the street lamp that flickered on
i followed it home
when the sun simmered off
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i hurt you
yet here you stand
by my side
never leaving is what you claim
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what do u do when all you feel is pain?
when your loved one walks by and u want to break a vain?
when your tired of living and playing this game?
what about when u look back at the mess and your the only one to blame?
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i wonder if i scream,
can u hear me?
if i cry,
are u still listening?
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where do all the lost dreams go?
all the lost words
that never had a chance to be spoken?
everything we hoped for...but never happened?
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love? HA! , no such word,
no such feeling,
no such meaning.
To feel happy? impossible.
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...love is a tricky thing....
first you have it
then you lose it
then you search for it
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Im here for heartbreak
Im here for pain
I'll make you feel numb
I'll drive you insane.
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please dont tell me its over
please tell me you still care
please tell me you go to sleep
wishing i was there
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catching your tears
and holding you close
i whisper the truth
for its the only thing i know
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theres only one place i can cut
only one place i can bleed
without the whole world noticing me
as the blades to my skin and
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like a friend, your there for me
top shelf, left corner.
you sit, and you wait for one day when i come home overloaded.
todays your day
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Hate me,
for all the things I couldn't do for you.

Hate me,
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Thank you for showing me what love really is.
Thank you for showing me it's more than just a feeling.
Thank you helping me trust others.
Thank you for teaching me lies.
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It's that feeling you get,
deep inside your chest.
It's when you see him,
and you can't rest.
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as the cool air kisses my skin
i shiver in the moment
lost forever these words will be
i feel closer to myself now more than ever
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u can hear the laughter fill the air
the weight of pressure here is bare
coloring books all half full
and building blocks everywhere
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