Staring into the endless abyss
You start to wonder if you’re mad or just sad
Is it worth your time to continue?
Or is it just time to slip?
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Staring into the endless abyss
You start to wonder if you’re mad or just sad
Is it worth your time to continue?
Or is it just time to slip?
Time sits in the corner
But lateral from time there is you
Usually praying for a deity
To come and save you
From what you caused
The feeling of an absolutely malevolent pleasure
Guilted and troublesome
Weighted and Continuous
Popping pills
Crushing pills
Snorting pills
Parachuting pills
Shooting pills
It becomes all becomes a destructive game
That will claw your brain
With sudden urges to just take
One more now, ten more later
Insomniacs are rising
Sleep-a-holics are falling
In betweeners are living
Pills cause immense pleasure
But with pleasure comes pain
The tingling sensations of
Creatures infesting your skin
Organs that lack
the motivation to continue
Restless eyes that never want to close
In hopes of just another dose
Misery and pain digging in your head
As your body cannot take it
But it was all a game to you
In the beginning
The simple pleasure of being cool
Laughs and jokes about overdosing
Cracking up about the withdrawal symptoms
Thinking they’d never attack your skin
Because you used to be the teen idol
Now what are you?