Gave us all his hearts content,
Never were we a bother,
Our pains and sorrows he would fend.... more »
The door opens as I shove another one in, mixed with happy times and sin. No particular order just a mangled mess. Hidden from all for no one to see, lost to the world except me.
Behind this door...... more »
If only I knew the sorrow I could cause,
If only I knew the pain I could inflict,
If only I stopped and paused,
I would have known what to predict.... more »
Worthless, Stupid, Dumb, things you said to keep me numb, to my self confidence which no longer exists, to my self torment that continues to persist, its ugly head reminds me of my self demise in the ...... more »
The pulse pushes the blood through my veins, to cure, to help, to wash away the pain.
I can feel every dropp as it is pumped from my heart, as it hits my finger tips and toes, but even as it flows,...... more »
As I sit alone in this bench I call my life, I pray that company visits my misery, to resolve this solitude is to dissolve its amplitude by an enormous degree of intensity.
No knocks on the door, ...... more »
Bound by life’s struggles, convinced that the sight of hope is the sight of your life dangling by an endless rope. Hung on a tree without leaves as it stands alone in a desert where even wishes do ...... more »
Worthless, Stupid, Dumb, things you said to keep me numb, to my self confidence which no longer exists, to my self torment that continues to persist, its ugly head reminds me of my self demise in the hell my life comprise.
Constant put downs are what are fed, this dish served with poisoned bread. Knowing that this can never work, as hard as I tried failure always lurked. The damage it caused, my life it drained, but always did I return addicted to the pain.
Now at its end I lay eyes closed, as I hover to see all that came to morn, no where to be found is the person that caused ...