A beautiful love fills my heart,
And a wonderful smile, touched my heart,
Smile at me always,
How much love can one give,
An infinite amount I believe,
How long can a love live,
For as long as one can perceive.
I do know where I am in time,
A lonely place to sit and rhyme,
These poems of thoughts and desire,
I am just so tired,
in pain mired,
Would like to die,
Have no one to cry.
Today I think of days long gone.
With no one to call my own,
Those wonderful days of the past,
Linger on and last and last.
I thought i had a wonderful friend,
That could and would help my heart mend,
She is as beautiful as the prettiest flower,
Yet when for me things turned so dour,
Thoughts arise as i sit and muse,
About how long i've had the blues,
Abhorring the games people play,
And how easily they do betray!
There are no connective threads running through,
The human race and what they do,
Each has to manage on their own,
Never realizing that they are a pawn!
I do not have much longevity left,
And of intellect this world is bereft,
And with my body getting decrepit and frail,
Convinced there is no holy grail.