Lonely heart, Mom said,
Godless hole in your chest, unbelieving,
feeble-minded moronic pinhead.
You're so far from being
...
Hеllo, white horse named Choice,
Don't search for an enemy in me. Inversely -
I've come to present my entire life to you, boy!
So easily I will not let you go.
...
In a perpetual loop of defeats
we stay stuck, never counting
the number of our retreats.
Only the winds on our bare decks howl -
...
Babe, sometimes I dream myself as a revolver head.
On my shoulders, instead of eyes and ears and hair, a gun cylinder. Instead of a nose - a barrel. Each cartridge nest, a room through which you can see a different world.
Room One is the Time Hall. Looking through it, everything, including me and you, looks so microscopic. So far away, so far ago. Infinite.
...
A poor little girl with no number to call,
you cry helpless, who will find your friend?
Don't worry darling, your suffering will end.
Love comes your way bringing
...
Hopeless
Lonely heart, Mom said,
Godless hole in your chest, unbelieving,
feeble-minded moronic pinhead.
You're so far from being
an Angel heart.
Hopeless child, Dad said,
with twisted feelings, daydreaming.
Your ambitions are braindead.
I'm so sick of raising
a Monster child.
Frankenstein, they said,
Unnatural mechanic human being
living in someone else's head,
Damn, your curse is living
a wasted life.