Ro___ fhiwa Poems

The Dark room was the final thing on my mind. However, you day by day pointed and appeared me the room. I was uninformed until you commandingly put me within the room and it got to be my reality.

A reality that I ought to live with it everyday. A Dark room which is filled with nothing but discouragement, freeze assaults and anxiety. The room was as well dim and I couldnt perceive myself on a daily.
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I'm physically appealing but emotionally unattractive Alot of of things changed me within the interior indeed in spite of the fact that I got superior on the outside.

I'm sensative. I cry everytime when considering of what i've went through indeed in spite of the fact that you never contributed to any of my pain. I know, it'll be alot for you to handle since you never harmed me. It will weigh you a part since it may be as well much to handle.
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2022 brought nothing in spite of torment, injury, lament, sadness, Uneasiness and a accept that i'm a disappointment. Can you be kind to me?
2022 made me tune in to the pitiless voices. Can you make me tune in to the kind voices?

2022 made me accept that i'm a disappointment. Can you accept in my attempting to atleast not fall flat this year?
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You can be held by your life. But you won't hang out there forever. The excruciating anguish may cause you to question your existence. You will be here to tell the tale, though. Mixed anxiety-depressive disorder may develop a cozy home inside of you. They won't have anywhere to sit anymore because the seat will be broken. You might believe that suffering is a natural part of existence. However, depending on how you respond to the circumstances that arise from it, pain won't feel welcome. It's simply a matter of time. It will eventually become a tale you tell, or at the very least, something you laugh about on a good day.

Getrude Mamathuntsha
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Can I surrender my life?

Each time I attempt, a circumstance that helps to remember giving gets through.
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" I'm horrible" Peculiar words when the harm has happened! I ought to have closed the enormous solid wood entryway. Closed all the window from the get go, unquestionably no passage would have took put.

I failed you by giving emotional pain a home that raised you for 23years. Emotional pain felt so comforting it spawned depression, anger, anxiety, panic disorder and even borderline personality disorder. All of which grew day by day and made sense at midnight.
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