Please do not cry, for all of my sorrow is now my past.
Another tragic thing has happened to me, and I cannot lie,
I knew it would be my last.
For I cannot stand to be destined
...
I can't say y'alls' names
Without fear coursing through my veins
There's not an hour that goes by
Where I don't wonder why
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The Pain Within (My Suicide Note)
Please do not cry, for all of my sorrow is now my past.
Another tragic thing has happened to me, and I cannot lie,
I knew it would be my last.
For I cannot stand to be destined
To live a life full of worst fears come true.
I need the nightmares and flashbacks and scars not only to be lessened,
But for it all to be through.
We all knew I spent too much time asleep,
Now I can forever in peace rest.
I only want you to keep
The good memories of us at best.
For it is not your fault.
2012 - what a horrid yet wonderful year!
I made the best of friends, but too much happened to cause more than a tear.
Recovering from an abusive lover, self-harm, eating disorder, alcohol abuse, rape, and an STD
I THOUGHT WITH GOD I WAS FREE? !
I'm strong,
But even the strongest can only handle so much weight!
And I know I'm not wrong
Because I have grown to hate!
Hate my life!
Legend says we're lucky but I am cursed!
I've never had a friend with so much happen in a year, but then there's me.
So now my body will be driven in a hearse
Because now I can steer clear from any more pain.
For the dead cannot feel emotion.
For a while for you it might rain.
It might feel like your life is moving in slow motion.
But ask yourself this:
'Would I rather Haley be pain free, or me happy while she suffers here on earth? '
You and I both know the answer to that.