gothic fairy

I'm obsessive,
i occupy my mind completely and abnormally to you.
you will follow the leader,
you will follow me.
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your eyes so dark, your lips so soft.
i cant get you out of my mind.
you clenched to my soul and wouldn't let go.
I'm so deeply in love with you.
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there was no today,
today was yesterday,
tomorrow will never come.
density to defeat,
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i feel death coming,
i see the signs,
i feel the cold chilling air by my side.
another dream in which I've died,
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with every breath i take my pain seems to disappear,
the tears i cried just yesterday have dried away without a trace.
its become a part of me, something i cant live without.
its become my best friend and without me i would die.
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I'm eating you with my eyes,
I'm chocking you with my words
because your words make me want to scream.
you make me want to die,
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like two dark roses growing side by side.
sharp thorns yet soft to the touch.
like a spider and its web they just cant be without.
its so strange how night and day are so alike.
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how can you live with yourself the way that you do?
knowing that your the cause of all my pain.
don't you see these tears in my eyes?
the ones Ive cried for so long.
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I'm tangled between strings that make my every move.
unable to think for myself or have my say.
my steps are counted for, my words written and planned.
I'm my own puppet but no one knows.
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i remember the days we spent together.
underneath the stars, the sun, the rain.
we explored the world hand in hand,
never knowing what was next.
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the voices of the dead ones,
the shadows of the unknown,
darkness.
each day goes by with every hour that scratches,
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scared,
terrified,
from something you made.
don't let it pollute your mind.
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what comes next? ...
your eyes starving for the truth.
bleeding for those who were in you.
playing that hypnotizing tune.
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what would you do if the one you loved didn't feel the same way?
if the one you longed for had moved on,
had left you behind to mend on your own.
would you still hold on?
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how could someone now without words?
are looks a promise?
can you tell?
words and feelings mixed with pain.
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i understand your pain.
i can see in your eyes you want to runaway.
i can see your demons inside.
i long to get out and help you escape.
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something for nothing.
something for someone.
something to feel better about.
let go,
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