If forever could've...
Then a sacred vow to stay, I'll want
Perhaps towards that gold I'll run
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A yes to a date she owes me,
Perhaps my timing always off
Busy, a cold shoulder she showers me with
An outright no would help,
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On she that awakens my being I'd stay for,
A hope that she could reciprocate this embrace,
All that clog my mind she knows not,
A fantasy I fear and a love to make happen
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What is purpose?
Is it a journey or a destination?
How do we know that this is it
Does it require more introspection
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What if I told you
Everything I was afraid of,
Is happening and a way out I can't find
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Huh
I struggle to breath,
Coming to terms with this I strive
Withdrawal my best bet
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At my absolute worst,
He picketh me still,
He knew me when yet unformed in my mom's womb
Wrote he the days of my life in his book, -
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Ashley, a noun she first went by,
A Christmas holiday chatting,
And assignments shared yet,
Her proper name I couldn't ask,
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Up and down the staircase, Loads I heap,
A catch Perhaps to restore my racing thoughts,
All of it at once, then back, Self I hold not
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Fear of letting you go, I honed
An idea and an interest, however,
Hurtful, I had, a facade just to make you,
Perhaps in the worst of your days see
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