It's been so long
since I could act on these feelings.
I've always had to hide.
You've always been with him,
...
I want the scars
To disappear
To be gone.
...
I sit
on my floor
with the open blade.
I know
...
I feel it everyday it's all the same
It brings me down but I'm the one to blame
I've tried everything to get away
So here I go again
...