If you look closer you can see that my eyeliner's running XD

True friends....

they stick by you
they love you no matter what you do
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oh how this sweetness turns black
and how my tears just roll down without care
Lifes pain and thats a fact
Laughing at something that isnt even there
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Angels; cant you see me?
Devils; Why can't you let me be?
I'm back and I start the war,
In the I just go back to tragedys door,
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It's all coming to an end
walls are falling as I've got broken parts to mend
if only I could find the missing pieces covered in my pain
covering my scars and feeling the acid rain
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Who is this that I see
she's in the mirror right before me
her eyes are haunted with shadows
this girls giving up to such sweet sorrows
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These are my tears of protest for that is all I can do
In these days when pain is leaking right out of you
dont tell me you love for that is just a lie
you've silenced me forever and all I can do is cry
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where have you gone? I need you here
failing to find any light in my fear
have you given up on me once and for all?
please dont do this; dont let me fall
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where do I go from here?
this land wont let go of me I fear,
and I cant stand the way they look at me
I have to go; I need to be free
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we are the adults of the furture
demanding respect instead of tourture
we are the kids who will rule one day
and all you have to say is its okay
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I was a little stressed out that day
and I know it doesnt make it okay
but thats just how I dealt
and it wont erase the feeling I felt
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my hearts a lonely beat
beating for a thousand years
Painful as it is
I cant forget my fears
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She screams; she falls
she moves; but crawls
stay low to the ground and they wont find you
Keep out of sight and remember they loved you
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programed to live somebody elses life we try to escape
but all around us is everything that they create
and the drugs are controling us
bodies hitting the floor just cuz
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What life is this, when we live it constantly in pain?
Nothing hushes the feeling not even the soft pounding of the rain.
So when things go wron gin our lives who will put things right for us?
Will you help yourself to another smoke just..... because?
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He hurt me in a way unseen
And some how I was stuck inbetween
But not at least I've cleared my head
And realized its hard to be alive and easy to be dead
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I know that broken hearts may never heal
and that judgement can cut so deep
but dont let them stop you from knowing how to feel
They can't see the red tears your bodies weep
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how do you push the pain away?
how do you tell them that ur okay?
how do you keep on trying after failing so many times?
how do you say it all in just a few rhymes?
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For myself I must be real,
For myself I try to heal,
For myself I hide in my room,
For myself I open up to doom.
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The rains falling down,
My heads spinning round,
I'm sorry that I'm just not good enough,
I'm sorry that this is my only escape from all this stuff,
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I look out my window and wonder where you are,
I hope you still think of me and that you haven't gone to far,
The worlds going by outside and I know it's full of lies,
But it'd all be okay if you looked into my eyes.
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