Why isnt is getting over.

Why cant i move on
Why do i have to be broken single everyday
Why cant i give up on you
Why everyday is so misserable for me


Its already been a year, why cant i just wipe this pain out
This is not me anymore, i dont know who is inside me
I hate this person inside me, where i cant even smile
When do i know that it is geting over, i am helpless
I am helpless and i dont have a control over myself


I am afraid of what i am becoming
I am scared of tomorrow's morning
I am scared.


People find me discusted
Everyone tells me to move on and i tell them even me i want to move on
But i dont know what am this way, why cant i move on
Just want to cut it all so that i stop thinking about you,
So that the heart stops for you.

Just cant understand whats happening