My heart broken once again by a man to meek,
He will carry our story forever as a secret, undeniably weak
Left here I am to pick up the pieces I let stray, trudging on to fight yet another new day
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Quietly, carefully, with best intention in my head
Each night in slumber I beg for the truth to find me in my bed
Yearning for my heart to scream the answer
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Some days I wonder why I gave you holler,
but then I remember our first convo about you being a baller.
It all started with a simple hello,
then left me standing there with fluster and aglow.
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How can you say you love me, as you continue to be a yes man to her
Pleasuring yourself while watching me, on her horizon of Clear Blue
The emptiness of 'I miss you baby' slurs, while you wearily continue to try make one in hers
Feeling me up with your endless soul wrenching gaze, but staring in her eyes each and everyday
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Cut Me Loose
My heart broken once again by a man to meek,
He will carry our story forever as a secret, undeniably weak
Left here I am to pick up the pieces I let stray, trudging on to fight yet another new day
Glance around, stop and look at the goodness you have
Everything happens for reason your destiny in your hands
Thanks for playing this silly game of life, continue on your merry way, your unfruitful, questionable, cheap love each and every day
You never wanted to fight for this, your brain to wrapped up in lustful bliss
Don't ever return unless your ready, thanks for the short lived experience, so heady
Here I wait ready for something different, a limitless love with no condition
Living empty each day and remaining open to what may come as an offer, please don't ever forget...I still am someone's daughter
No time left to stand and dream my friend, let me go and allow me to continue to transcend
Life strings never as long as they seem... time to be all in or give me back my heart and let me continue to swim upstream.