Jake Samuelson

Beauty, what a sight to hold
Yet your heart is so cold

Beauty the greatest treasure
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I gave you my heart
You manipulated me
Thrashed and Scattered
Now i lay, cold and empty
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See what I mean
Theres this girl
And im not so sure
That I trust myself
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Why do I feel like this
We still have yet to kiss
Sharing that one moment, united
Both of us so damned delighted
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Will you believe me..When i say im sorry
I cannot explain, Whatever happened..
I never meant to hurt you, to cause you so much pain
Could you ever forgive me? When i say ill always be there
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What should i do baby?
Last i heard from you, you were slipping away..
You couldn't walk, you couldn't see..
You were lost in your facade of strength..
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Bite your tongue, watch what you say
For this may only last another day, Oh the warmth in your eyes
Swept me into your arms, And i will always know..
That feeling of joy, i felt, That feeling of joy, has left.
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Taelor, what we had was true and i believe it is still there
You feel scared and alone but you are never alone
Just let me love you and please can you break down your walls?
It won't be easy and i never said it would, but it would be worth it
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My life used to be so clear but now I'm in constant fear
You used to know what you wanted but now our lives have parted
I'm not sure what to do anymore I feel like you're closing the door
My chest hurts, and i cant go on and these scars are testimony
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Death, it must be such a beautiful thing
The green grass swaying over head
Finally, silence, no time but forever
To forgive, forget, and be at peace
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Love is so beautiful yet i am scared of it
The light it brings can also cast a shadow
It is unfathomable and beyond understanding
I wish i could know just how it felt
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I am caged, tortured, desperate
I wonder how deaf i have become
I hear my father calling me
I see my mother, and sister
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Im not myself, no not at all
I ask for help, they shut me away
I was once a man.. now i fall
They beat be till i obey
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I sit in my room, The walls closing in
My Jager in my hand, My one and only friend
Heading down the path of self destruction
I couldnt tell what i was doing, hurting my loved ones
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Remember back to a simpler time
When everything just seemed to go away with just a smile
Now all our lifes are decided with the toss of a dime
It suddenly seems like im stranded upon this lonely isle
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Stuck in my room staring at these blank walls before me
I want to scream and shout, but the tortured words wont come out
'I dont trust you' Echoes in the back of my mind
What did i do to deserve this, i'm locked in
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What can you do, when you have to choose
Between the one you 'love' and the one you want
How can you pick, when they both are true
What can you see, to make the choice
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