Ruined Poem by Jake Samuelson

Bite your tongue, watch what you say
For this may only last another day, Oh the warmth in your eyes
Swept me into your arms, And i will always know..
That feeling of joy, i felt, That feeling of joy, has left.
Replaced by a sickening madness
Something that went awry in my mind
Constantly taunting my vision
Tormented by my demons, Screaming in my head
Nothing i want, comes to manifest
Its always within my grasp, till it slips through
Be it what i say, be it what i do
I never meant for these consequences
Running from you is my best defense..
I just have to get away from all of my mistakes
I wanna run away i wanna ditch my life
All of my mistakes keep my awake at night
I know that i let you down.. and i dont want to deal with that
Way to spell it out.. Too bad i didnt get that
But if my heart says im sorry...
Can we leave it at that?