I feel so alone like I'm in isolation
Clutching at nothing in sheer desperation
Drowning in air..... i cant take a breath
Living this life just waiting for death
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The rain reminds me of my tears
With each dropp that falls, brings so many fears
The past is the past and will always remain
It will always be there to bring back the pain
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My heart is crumbling away bit by bit
There’s nothing I can do to stop it
I feel cold and I feel numb
Why wont death just come
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Alone
I feel so alone like I'm in isolation
Clutching at nothing in sheer desperation
Drowning in air..... i cant take a breath
Living this life just waiting for death
My eyes are open but I'm not awake
I'm real flesh and bones but feel so fake
My heart pumps blood to my veins
Yet i draw the blade i feel no pain
The liquid does run but it is dry
Is there anyway for me to die
I make my decisions but have no choice
I'm speaking out loud but no; one hears my voice
Ive never been smart but i have a brain
I know I'm normal but feel insane
Not always right but I'm never wrong
Overpowered by weakness to be strong
Surrounded by darkness with rays of sunshine
Always in single file but i step out of line
I am laughing but i want to weep
Because its time to get up, I'm away to sleep