Here I am tonight
sitting on a room full of light,
full of light but in my heart it is so dark;
a darkness that will leave you a mark...
...
I can see myself
watching my own self:
my eyes looks tired
but they're still desired.
...
They are generous
but sometimes dangerous.
They can make you happy
as long as you're not angry.
...
You chase for more
to fly and soar.
Haven't yet came to core
but already having sore.
...
A Month Wasted
Here I am tonight
sitting on a room full of light,
full of light but in my heart it is so dark;
a darkness that will leave you a mark...
A day wasted,
no, it's a month wasted:
I don't want it to be
but wasted it will be.
doing nothing
but trying everything;
doing something
and got nothing.
I think this is just life,
a life that is like a knife.
A knife will make you bleed
even if you don't really need.
Tonight I write,
hoping it'll be all right...